Damardaki Kristal: Metamfetaminle Büyümek

A terrible addiction and the struggle to exist in the grip of life...

Nic Sheff gets drunk for the first time at the age of eleven. In the following years, he frequently smoked pot, used cocaine and ecstasy, and became addicted to methamphetamine and heroin. Despite this, he thinks he can quit and get his life back on track whenever he wants. His mind will change when he quickly starts using drugs again one summer day in California.

Narrating the steps he took towards starting drugs and recovery in a sharp and honest style, Nic does not hesitate to tell the difficult and heartbreaking details of his true story. As readers witness Nic becoming increasingly obsessed with drugs, Nic reveals his turbulent past regarding his family and the drugs he used. It's a terrifying portrait... but there's also room for hope in it.

“Smooth, strong and honest.”

- The Bookseller

“Sheff reveals his personal struggle against his addictions in this touching and sometimes unsettling memoir.”

- Publishers Weekly

“Riveting, masterfully written, subtle, searingly honest, and essential in equal measure. “Every teenager and every parent of a teenager should definitely read it.”

-London Daily Mail

(From the Promotional Bulletin)

Dough Type: 2nd Dough

Size: 13.5 x 21

First Printing Year: 2019

Number of Printings: 1st Printing